26 August 2006

A Parable of Trees


Once there were three trees on a hill in the
woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams
when the first tree said, "Someday I hope to
be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver
and precious gems. I could be decorated with
intricate carving and everyone would see the beauty."
Then the second tree said, "Someday I will be
a mighty ship. I will Take kings and queens across
the waters and sail to the corners of the
world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull."

Finally the third tree said, "I want to grow
to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest.
People will see me on top of the hill and
look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time and people will always
remember me."

After a few years of praying that their
dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. When one came to the first tree he said, "This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter" ... and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest.

At the second tree a woodsman said, "This looks like a strong tree, I should be able to sell it to
the shipyard." The second tree was happy because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship. When the woodsmen came upon the third tree, the tree was frightened because he knew that if they cut him down his dreams would not come true. One of the woodsmen said, "I don't need anything special from my tree so I'll take this one", and he cut it down.

When the first tree arrived at the carpenters, he was made into a feed box for animals. He was then placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for. The second tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The third tree was cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark. The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams.

Then one day, a man and woman came to the
barn. She gave birth and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time.

Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe. The men woke the sleeping man, and he stood and said "Peace" and the storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat.

Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets as the people
mocked the man who was carrying it. When they came to a stop, the man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill. When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as was possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it.

author unknown


Lord, it seems each of the trees got what they wanted, but not in the way they had imagined. We fear to trust you at times; desiring more yet not having the patience to wait for your wide blessing. At times, we wonder if you are playing a game with our dreams.

Lord Jesus, give us a little grace to uncover your song of life on our journeys, allowing our stories to be mapped on your Cross; the years of waiting breaking forth beyond a distant hillside, where looking back, we shall see the how often we meet our destiny on the roads we took to avoid it...

amen

jean de fontaine (adapted)


People* (and sometimes, pets* or animals*) come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person (or creature).

When someone* is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person* will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they fade and die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people* come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh or cry. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person* and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you entered as part of a reason, a season or a lifetime.... anon (adapted).

tree pic. taken on elm cottage, tarrawarra abbey.

25 August 2006


garfish, octopus & falafel friends...

meeting Life can sometimes amount to revisioning the mundane. just like buying groceries & fresh produce. there is a crop of mismatched creatures from the market this morning- silvery garfish and whole octopus; one distinguished by pointed beaks, the other by soft curls of tentacles. and the everyday chye sim which i placed in a bottle of water to keep fresh only to watch it bloom by the second day, unlikely daffodils, spraying corners of the house with colour together with the granny smith green apples and clumps of hardcore broccoli we bought for less than one dollar fifty! other days, it was off to brunswick street for a greek 'banquet' or so they say with marieanne, anton and ad...our white plates topped with roast kid goat with rosemary and slabs of fresh swordfish surrounded by eggplant, salmon mousse and soothing cold cucumber. just came home from the seminary tonight, laughing ourselves to bits looking at deacon thinh and his seminary mates belting out cheesy acts and convoluted scenes snatched from aussie soaps and monty p. clips...reverends, pastors and priests who never looked so neat and relaxed in their various garbs, some resembling elvis, others plain cheery and rolly-polly on the run. the morning brings me back to my table of plenty, basking in remnant sunlight, overlooking the distant city skyline with raw spinach, light broth and grilled fish for lunch and a stack of heavy-duty books to bind another day with the quiet dignity of work (hopefully) and the blessed escapades to come...



After the Fire by Boey Kim Cheng
STimes 20 Aug.

A note of thanks to my former lit. students who alerted me about Boey's latest collection, After the Fire, launched recently after a hiatus of 10 years...special thanks also to Aziz who sent the STimes article (Sunday Times 20 August) all the way from home. From what i recalled, it has indeed taken him alot to step out into the public to share his thoughts once more. I enjoyed the article because it reflected much of his voice and the many roads and moments we took in walking with Another Place.

I would like to encourage all to attend the book launch on Sept. 9 , 7pm at S'pore Art Museum. Would certainly be there if circumstances permitted so.

Take my place, if you can and support our homegrown writers who have done and broken so much word to lead you home.




















we go on without a return ticket, on the trail
of the vanished song

another place



23 August 2006












the time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other's welcome...

...the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

derek walcott: love after love


mixtures and memories...

here are two wodges of pages dedicated to 2003-2004 oldie students who have returned from the blues...just like to say i appreciate the occasional notes you drop on my blog...from news of boey kim cheng's latest collection (which i had no clues about until seok and aziz beeped me!) to your undertakings at university life and beyond (hehe to cerina, lay KWan, maybel, rachel etc) and khai's unexpected drop-in with the a04 gang...not forgetting bertha mason's sensitive renditions of what i've penned...and to many more... thanks for staying in touch and letting me know that you are well, yes i miss our moments too, be they in peacetime or wartime (remember that proverbial "GET OUT!" day?) i hope these pictures bring back many memories for you. be warned that some are never-before-seen footage of college days... will leave you to compose the captions yourselves!







singapore-flavoured
singaporeans

we went to chadstone to shop, apparently the most colossal shopping centre in the southern hemisphere...to me, it was merely a conglomeration of CKTang, Taka, Bugis Junction and Jurong Point all rolled into one, a pork-barrel of luxury goods and impossibly-priced merchandise housed in a buyer-sphere. Among us, there were 5 teachers (pri, sec, jc), 2 principals, an arts administrator and one undergrad- all singaporeans. Independent and shopperholic (erm, am more a travelholic and foodieholic), we trudged the miles with an ever-determined smile, complaining of the blistering summer to come and the endless assignments that are due... And then it happened,

it had to-

the traffic lights went red, the cars stopped and we hurried each other across the road, some raising their voice as if a truckload of tractors were about to roll before us, 2 ran like olympic athletes, another walked so leisurely and many strolled as if the road belonged to our great great grandfathers, ever-confident, timing our footwork to an exact minute just before the beeping redman vanished from our sight.

Once off the road, we stomped and marched and trudged proudly...toward that
lump of concrete maze filled with dazed shoppers wondering where and when to spend their next dollar. thank goodness i went for the company.

our first stop was the foodcourt. the salads and burgers and rice portions were as usual, fit for vegan-omnivorous dinosaurs, enough to sustain you for one last ice-age. i stinched on 2 sticks of $AUD 2 sushi rolls, about the cheapest in the store and later fell for a pack of irresistable chips that would hopefully warm me for the journey back...then we disappeared...and arranged to meet quarter past 3 at a designated spot. Independent deluxe tours.

Hours later, we returned...a few with their auntie-bags of goodies; files (why never get from Popular, cheaaaper wat!!!) , clips (huh, why so ex!) , a bart simpson bag (wah cute leh cute leh) pepsi bottle (wa lau eh, so boliao), griller (for my sweet wife mah) and a namecard of sorts ( i want to get a puppy next time, so cheap why pay like hell back home, here got cheap vaccination also)...

a quick dose of verbal warmth and temporal relief, the diction smelled like home, a grammar of thoughts spelling out many meanings of fun with the familiar hue of singlish slapped on our lips. ranks and files did not exist...professions all melted into one common humanity; teachers, principals, undergrad and arts manager all clothed in delight, thrilled like the mid-noon sun...

then we crossed a line of roads once more, the same traffic lights and law-abiding citizens playing with time and tapping the best of courteous aussie drivers (unlike some old hounds back home), all safe and sound, a loud chorus of guffaws and wide-eyed grins marked our faces, knowing intuitively that the same scene could have taken place across junctions at Orchard, Woodlands, Bedok and Lim Chu Kang roads- pesudo ah-soh, ah-boys, ah-lians and uncles decked in light thermal casual wear, exchanging local talk, shining singlish on the run, not quite missing home yet smelling so much of singapore...

20 August 2006


When Love Takes You In
steven curtis chapman
www.mp3.com/albums/497794/summary.html

I know you’ve heard the stories
But they all sound too good to be true.
You’ve heard about a place called home,
But there doesn’t seem to be one for you.
So one more night you cry yourself to sleep,
And drift off to a distant dream...

When love takes you in and everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart,
When love takes you home and says you belong here
The loneliness ends and a new life begins,
When love takes you in...

And somewhere while you’re sleeping
Someone else is dreaming too.
Counting down the days until
They hold you close and say I love you.
And like the rain that falls into the sea,
In a moment what has been is lost in what will be...

When love takes you in everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart,
And this love will never let you go.
There is nothing that could evercause this love to lose its hold.

When love takes you in, everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart,
When love takes you home and says you belong here,
The loneliness ends and a new life begins.

When love takes you in
It takes you in for good,
When love takes you in...

In memory of Magdalene Leck ( 1969- 2006) who passed away suddenly
this august...
now receiving eternal rest to where your heart yearns to finally, belong...

with love, little rocks