5 August 2006







It's Official-
I can cook!!! And fairly well too!

(btw, that's freshly butchered rabbit on the stove! hehehe)

Move over Jamie Oliver!

It's almost a month and i'm glad i've yet to repeat the many menus and self-fashioned receipes i've designed over the past weeks. Cooking is relaxing and takes my mind away from many things. It helps also that my flatmate is also an avid chef and we save heaps of money eating at home. Going to restaurants seems like a blatant wastage of cash now that i can quite decode and deconstruct what goes into each dish. I use a corner of the living room to lay out the produce since the fridge is too small. Arty on the sidelines. They keep well and look good, thanks to the atmospheric cold. Here are some decent & delicious dishes i've created and proud to call my own-

Grilled Tom Yam Fish, Braised Dutch Carrots with orange and herbs, Stir-fried brussel-sprouts with garlic, Boiled squid with oriental dip, Assam Pedas Squid, Steamed mussels with bay leaves and white wine, Beef and mushroom Pasta with light Shiraz, Grilled Artichokes with salt and pepper, Fennel drizzled and cooked in Olive oil, Blue Granadier with Pine nuts and coated with cheese and lemon rind, Grilled wings with vietnamese sour sauce, Boiled greens topped with quick-fry garlic and onions, Greek Salad, Unbeatable Teochew / Taiwanese porridge with feel-good broth and sweet potato accompanied by selected preseves and anchovies, Honey Wings, Winter-warmth Bak Kut Teh, Noon-rushed Pita with lamb and parsley, Ever-humble toasted Bread with balsamic vinegar and olive oil, Grilled marlin, Oriental Fish Stock with fresh parsley, Stewed rabbit in maltese casserole


My thanks to 04A02 for the class menus (classy yet sentimental prints! I know it was designed and conceived with alot of love), also to Gordon and Seok for that amazing, pompous but bright and colourful practical big book of menus by J Oliver, and to my mom & granny whom i battled over the rights to the kitchen only to inherit, and so subconsciously, their techniques, intuition and range of cooking styles. My own voice in these experiments is to use plenty of herbs (bay leaves, thyme, rosemary, basil and many more) and allow the natural flavour / juices of the dish to seep through or be preserved. Chinese cooking is famous for destroying all the nutrients stored in everything from tubers to meat. Looking at my background and mindset, it won't be too long before i adopt a fusion (yeah, it's an exhausted concept) to blend the meals.


Luncheons-tea-tunch-dinners-suppers all rolled into one. we save some for dinner and pack for lunch on the morrow. saving the hard-earned cash and devoting it to necessary buys like the exorbitant zapping fees and countless unmentionables that make life in the lion city cheeeaaper than one could ever imagine. i miss the wok...i miss sea-hum, hokkien mee, orh luak...$2.20 pjc canteen food...and 5ocents for a huge handful bunch of red chillis...

31 July 2006



boredom and remembrance...

i marvel about the things i do when i am bored. managed my first purchase of x-men figurine over e-bay today. beast travelled more than 10000km to melbourne all the way from States.

angel was waiting for a companion and the 2 mutants brought some visual and tactile stimulus to help break my study period and its monotony with some minutes of childhood boy-wonder and aimless dangling fun. the readings were boring. nus deposited a critical eye in me afterall and i ploughed through them quite effortlessly...here are the copies...in the meantime, hanging up the final X-Men emblem reminded me of my students back in Pioneer, my k-men and all their storehouse of learning-teasing-obscene powers...lord stroker aka poh poh, lady lookez aka shuting, hair-raiser aka gabriel, audioshrieks aka germaine, tenniso aka f.rui and the like. i hope you get to read this.

one eye stares at the mounted figurines while the other scans the shelves and finds the class i miss. i remember all your names and personalities. k-men-s11 -GP comics-teaser-character-insults-afffirmation deluxe. boredom triggers memory and the dismal rainy afternoon dispels, once more.

30 July 2006

O Lord, help me to believe the truth about myself, no matter how beautiful it is...you can heal a broken heart, but i must first be willing to let you have all the pieces...

macrina wieherkeher



prayer

O God of great strength and great weakness,
i am weak, weak, weak. Yet you do not despise my weakness. You love small and gentle. Just so you love my heart. Hold me, strong God. Let me lean on you and into you. Embrace my weakness, not to transform it, but to love it. amen.